Monday, October 1, 2007

Angel Baby

On this day four years ago I suffered a tremendous loss. On October 1, 2003 I suffered a miscarriage in the 21st week of pregnancy. I was thrown into grieving a life that was abstract to many but so very real to me.

Even though I now have a beautiful daughter there are many days that I think about my beloved angel. Boy or girl? Personality? Looks? Who were you my little one?

As I reflect today, little one I know who you are. Little one you filled your Mom with a spirit of peace, a soul full of faith and heart full of love. Because of you the world has LoveBug. Because of you I'm complete. Because of you I can show up as an adult. Because of you I can Finally be Me.

Mommy misses you!

Organize...

I have been on a little hiatus. Not because I don't have much to say. I think it's the contrary. I have too much to say and don't know how to organize my blog entries.

Blog Family, how do you organize your blog? Do you record your thoughts in a notebook first?

I'm listening.